Yesterday was exceptional. Newcastle was beautiful. The way the water glinted from the sunlight's reflection was amazing. Standing atop King Edward Park Hill...
And yet, it reaches late afternoon and I am reminded of August's chill and it's overwhelming burden on Spring's warm air.
It's nearly been a year since I ran to that Hill, thinking how horrible time can be. I remember being so angry that I hadn't gone for that run a couple nights prior. Maybe I could have seen him, maybe I could have changed the events that escalated.
Ultimately, there is nothing I can do and nothing I can ever do to change that but it really sucks. I have looked over that cliff edge and it's height is so frightening. I really miss him. I miss a lot of people and things but I miss my friend a lot too.
Well this was vague. Possibly obscure, whoops.
I'm really lost.